Monday, August 23, 2004
A debut photo of me
My friends and me
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01)Puteri and Kal *Bestfriends!!!*
02)Funky and Kal *Bestfriends!!!*
03)Tania and Kal *Dance-mate!!!*
04)Puteri and Kal *Bestfriends!!!*
05)My Bro. GF and Kal *Close Personality!!!*
06)Puteri and Kal *Nerdy Bestfriends!!!*
07)Crew Leader and Kal *My Personnal Manager!!!*
08)Dayah and Kal*Bestfriends cum Rival!!!*
09)Puteri and Kal *Bestfriends!!!*
10)Dayah and Kal *Bestfriends cum Rival!!!*
11)Dayah and Kal *Bestfriends cum Rival!!!*
12)Mommy and Kal *God-Parents!!!*
13)Dayah and Kal *Bestfriends cum Rival!!!*
14)Mommy and Kal *God-Parents!!!*
15)Mommy and Kal *God-Parents!!!*
16)Sista and Kal *Blood-Relationship!!!*
Sunday, August 22, 2004
A life full of regretment and danger
Being an AJ is a good thing as you can enjoy fashion and sense of respect in a awesome ways some guys can't enjoy. Being an AJ myself is like a mouse. A mouse is tricky and full of surprises. I slut everyone around me so that I will not be disturb. I like being alone and being less accompanied. Drinking coffee and having a chat with new/old friends is a cool things I enjoy most of the time. Examination is around the corner and I cannot be even bothering about it. Being in an life full of joy and laughter is sure fun. Learning to control the new me is very difficult. Changing over culture and stuff like that is sure difficult. Kal_zie never leave a day full of regretment in his life cuz he know, what he is doing always have a reason behind it. Today, 040820 is just 3 months away from my birthday. Once it is over, I will be free again and to start a new me . Every year tiz day, I celebrate alone in Esplanade: Theater by the bay. Reason: It is beautiful looking at the starry night sky. Believing in only myself, Just hope to be a different one tiz year....
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Today is the starting of my Prelimary Examination 2004. Starting off at 7 am in the morning was EL P1. Handphone is not in my pocket but the classroom was damn hot. Recess than, I ate with my
IMMATURE CHINESE FRIENDS. They were so immature to talk about ghost in the bright daylight. I went to buy some tissue and got stop by the DM!
~ SUAY LE ~ I took out everything to show him I was innocent and young.
~ My DM was old anyway ~ Nothing else really happen though until I reach class. My classmate, Crew leader, took my phone and invest it.
~ My poor phone ~ He took photo of almost everything, even an ant on the floor
~ Not so serious lah ~
Sencond paper start and this time the handphone was in ma pocket. SMS to some people but will never reply.
~ Am I too ugly? ~ Bringing ma HP but never use because it was listening and written examination, the teacher was beside of me all the time.
GO HOME~~
~ Not so easy ~
We have to stay back for Artie class. Thank god I brought ma thing with me. I sketch and sketch until the bell ...
~ RING ~
My friends and I went to eat in Fengshan CC :where ugly guys live.
~ gag ~ Than go home and sleep. Come to think of it... One word.
~ SIAN!! ~
23/08/2004; 2030hrs
Thursday, August 05, 2004
What wrong GOD DAMN IT
Am I really that bad or what? Why am I scolding so many people today? I throw an attitude on the person I like and my classmates. I am just trying to be myself today but it just suck. I never met anyone today. Isn't that FETCH!!! But God-knows I am okay. Feeling very weird and bored today. Kept on taken photo and photo AND PHOTO!!! Isn't that so FETCH!!
Saturday, June 26, 2004
Can it be done by god will ?
" Someone told me love is a game and there is always no winner... " I listened to this song from 94.6 FM. It is true? It is real? Someone sang a beautiful love song and made me cried again. It is really very sad but yet happy. To be felt in someone arms and to be filled with kisses is really a very sweet moment in life; or is it?
If someone would propose to you, what will you do? It is that finesse step in success and it will change everything that you have both inside and outside. It is so great that nothing you do will stop it.
Is it my fault or am I just being rude? If I am rude, what about the other party? If I am in fault, who is the one that is correct? I am trying my best to solve this problem but it just do not want to give in. I am in pain in my heart. Can it be done by god will ? Never before I felt this pain in me. I just hope that it will soon be over.
Loved and Peace
Kal~
Friday, June 25, 2004
Are they to be touch?
Something that should not be done but I done it. It impacted to the bottom of my heart. It shattered into fragments. The danger and possibility of it is so hard to imagine. Saying "Sorry" is an ending but yet another beginning. For the Sake of selfishness that lead to a guilt that can't be erase. It is just there. And it will always be there.
If love is so unfailing and protected, why am I not getting the things I wanted? Is it because I am a slut or is it because I am slow? The things I love is already own by someone. I have did mistakes that should not be done. I have made choices that should not be made. I have tried to erase it but it is still visible. Something should be left undiscovered and not touch.
Loved
Kal~
Kissing you by Desree
Pride can stand a thousand trials
The strong will never fall,
But watching stars without you,
My soul cried. Heaving herat is full of pain,
Oh, oh, the aching.
'Cos I'm kissing you
Pride can stand a thousand trials
the strong will never fall,
But watching stars without you,My soul cried. Heaving heart is full of pain,
Oh, oh, the aching.
'Cos I'm kissing you, oh.
I'm kissing you, oh.
Touch me deep, pure and true...
Gift to me forever.
'Cos I'm kissing you, oh.
I'm kissing you.
Where are you now?
Where are you now?
'Cos I'm, oh I'm kissing you.
I'm kissing you, oh, ohhhh!
Thursday, June 24, 2004
Tiz Day will be Remembered~
Tiz is the day, the hour, the minute and the second my life's quest starts...